today didnt go to school.. had no strength to go. morning i thought it was fever or normal but in the end i found out that i got red dots dun know that is chicken pox not. wa if realli is then take 2 wks mc again.. like wad... oh my.... slept the whole day and then use com a while then sleep didnt ewat much cuz throat is freaking pain. hmmm tired... i feel that i left melissa in that freaking place... i feel that i broke a promise. i feel her pain you know... so sorri melissa realli sorri abt it.. now my fever is like ups and downs my morning temperature was 39.1 so high but i dun feel anything... hope i can go back to accompnay melissa. i can feel that she is very lonely... NOBODY ACCOMPAINIES HER.. with their own click... many are not close to us alr. i feel that most of them are older but dun use their head to think about wad is gng to happen next so old alr still dun think.. haiz...i dun want to care abt anyone... all i know tt i care abt myself and melissa,kaixin,edward,seniors,nuh pple,family members and all the rest if i need to care i will if dun have anything i will not care.. i see i will just turn away and not give a damm. all i know is that the place is not simple... all i know that i have to try my best in everything i do and not care abt others things... mel mel you got jia you okies... sms me if ya feel lonely ya...love ya
her sweet memory was written @10:28 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
today wasn't feeling that well today though... felling hot in the morning feeling cool at work then now feeling weird... haha.... shougd i go to work tml??/ dun wanna leae mel alone though i think go ba if realli cant take it then go home lo... got so many things to do.. wa... hahaha... now waiting fro smth.... before i can take a rest.. gonna slp early today kinda need sleep... sorry mel if i can;t go on saturday... i will try my best to be okies by then okies....
Today sarah was doing her work fater then me i was kinda suprise though.. haha ytd was piss with her and asked her to shut up i shold'nt have done tt... so fierce la... trying to help her but in the end i always scold her . hmmm i think need to be patience i feel tt i am losing patience when i do my work now... I got to change that attitudfeof mine... happy, i hope you are okies.... today many things happen i know... sms u also dun reply... me your mei mei will sad de you know.... cheer up okies... ms habasah will try her best to help you okies... jia you.... dun give up i will support you de... Jia you thats all which happen today so many things happen lo... wish tt all will turn out okies by tml or friday.... HAPPY CHEER UP & JIA YOU!!!! MEL MEL YOU ALSO JIA YOU WOR... love ya....
her sweet memory was written @8:17 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
うそ
her sweet memory was written @10:48 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
Happy birthday edward. this video is 4 you... hope u will enjoy your day today=D
her sweet memory was written @11:13 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
move on
her sweet memory was written @9:50 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
i feel so sad i cant even help my own friend. its like nobody trust me with anything. Not telling me anything. Mayb w/o me things will be better? everyting will be fine then. feeling a sharp pain above my tummy. but the inter hurts more. sorry tt i cant be the person each and every of you want me to be.. i am so so sorry.
her sweet memory was written @8:28 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
When melissa come into the back of lab 4
She was blocked by sabariah and she dun know anything until i take the cake put she was shocked@.@
Singing birthday song for her.
making a wish.. she so funny wanted to say it aloud.. hehe.
BLOWING OUT CANDLES WHEEE...
everybody eyeing on the cake le...
Just to take out 2 candles need so many pple. see i tell you so many pple eyeing on the cake
constance and melissa yew smiling so sweetily dun know wad happen ar.
ooooo... dun know what of them seeing...
wa she look like model her very own cake=D
the girls... nice pic right but i dun look nice.. haha
constance and melissa with the cake.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA YEW!!!!
this pictures is taken by chee kian... all credits to him.
Today went to vivo to get the cake. when i see the cake it was like only with the blue icing w/o the flower you imagine not nice right. haha. yupp... then the guy say give him 20 mins then he can decorate.. we went back and see the cake it was better. We ordered milkshake, mel tan happy & me. wanted to pay for the drink he say the drink is on him and gave each coupon 10% off wor... haha... anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA YEW 2o years old le.. may all your wishes come true.. yupp thats its... will update soon=D
her sweet memory was written @9:48 PM
tody study till 10 + some things can go in but sonme cant... I LOVE CORNERSTONE all the pple there are awesome. they realli make my day. love you guys lots... today is gng to be the o level exams so ALL THE PPLE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR "O "JIA YOU WORR... do your best and God will do the rest.. you all can do it!!!! jia you!!!
her sweet memory was written @12:04 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
this were given to my precious grandma on her birthday. yesterday reached her house at arnd 7+ then went home at 10 +. Took mrt back... thought of taking to woodlands then take 168 back but i didnt cause its gonna take veri long. then reach back home at 11+ slept at one so tired lo.. But today is friday so its okies... yupp my grandma quite happy though... haha... yupp tats all.
her sweet memory was written @10:46 PM
Another summer dayIs come and gone awayIn Paris and RomeBut I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all aloneI just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny placeI’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s lifeIt’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going righ tAnd I know just why you could not Come along with meBut this was not your dream But you always believe in meAnother winter day has come And gone awayAnd even Paris and RomeAnd I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded byA million people I Still feel aloneOh, let go hom Oh, I miss you, you knowLet me go home I’ve had my run Baby, I’m done I gotta go home Let me go home It will all right I’ll be home tonight I’m coming back home
michael buble- home.
her sweet memory was written @10:37 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
her sweet memory was written @10:06 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
today left at 8pm from burger king then went home... stop at the bus after cgh then walk home. All the way home. i thought quite a lot realli a lot. all i have to do is to let God guide me through all the way. It was nice to walk all the way home.. thats all for today.
her sweet memory was written @10:33 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Yesterday went out with to night safrai at woodlands there. Was super scary.. went with kaixin her bf, melissa and bf. its like so gd tt they both have their own half. i felt quite alone but i know that he is somewhere out there. could not sleep well last night was realli shocked last night... I like spent $21 on cab fare you believe it. total of $41 its like ah!!!! So much money... I was frighten. wish tt there was someone to hold to.. All surrounding me was couples. yupp. I fell like extra should have just maybe not go and study maybe even better. hahaha...
The people ther not friendly except for this girl felicia talk to the rest of them they no respond... aiyo... if old pple i think get heart attack by them lo... But i only saw 2 pple who are friendly there... others like whatever lo... haha... reach homwlike 12+ was super tired... yupp... pics will be uploaded soon. not now..tts all for now.
her sweet memory was written @12:39 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008
today went to get my papa present.... got a locoste polo t-shirt for him and a cup.. very nice.... then came home... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA, CHEE KANG & JOEY!!!!!! maybe i will up load the pics soon.
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