This song is very nice i can feel that what it means.. I like this song a lot. It makes me feel not alright but a ache somwhere.
this song is played by the guy on the extreme left.. its very nice.
This song is the song i love most in the movie. i dun know why.
Anyways today we went to church actually wanted to go to juli hse to play street soccer. But in the end we played at the car park which was realli fun.. I was not fierce is just that i want to let all that is in me. Give the best. Went back to school and that coach said that if u wanna win its better to like have team work.its was okies.. Jin yao also came.. I talked to him just that i would not want home to regret next time that he not gng to sch and having part time. Next time wad will happen??? But i think its okies... There are smths in my head somehow i feel that its not possible think to much le. I think i will stop here.
i love this song.. The guy who the extreme right i like him a lot.. dun know he like so poor thing in the show... Sad...
her sweet memory was written @11:41 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
This is the picture that i taken when i was gng home.. Things are just gng crazy. Today was a disaster i think i disappointed Ms habasah. I... That moment i feel like i wanna give up. I am just so tired of this world i realli am. I wanna try my very best but u just dun have the strength. Although i know that i must go on. If can i wanna go to korea to have a visit and then maybe start anew there. I got things planned out for my life alr. But I must just concentrate nows i guess. ya thats it. I JUST WANNA BE UR ONLI ONE... i gng le bb. update soon.
her sweet memory was written @10:29 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Nowdays so many things are happening all arnd.. What to do for screaming out LOUD!!!! ARH!!!!
Anyways this song was the song was given by you. I just can't help it. After watching the show Boys before Flowers I feel so so sad. What if i am Jan Di finding Gu ju pyoh at macau will i receive the same thing as she did?? At least she got jihoon beside her then wad abt me? Jan Di is realli brave to go there alone. But i feel sad for Ji hoon i feel so sad i dun know why.. I just can feel the hurt.. I dun know why. Thats all for now Will try to update...
her sweet memory was written @9:55 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Today so many things happened at work u can't believe man... I can't believe i only do so little today. Which is like not Gd.. Seniors were talking abt retirement which is like soon i guess. so they say we need to like learn as fast as we can before they leave.. I am not realli cpoing well in crown and bridges which i will not do for the 2 years bond.. So troublesome.. So hard to do.. If break margin die le.. seriously DIFFICULT!!!!
Somehow i can't stop thinking of some things which botheres me a bit though. Trying to not think abt it which will be better. Just dun know why all this is happening still.
Just need to sort out my schedule for the rest of the 2 months... Need to study study STUDY.... so many things to do ARH!!! now getting more pimples cuz i think i am stressed out and not enough slp OH NO!!!!... hmmm i must jia you i realli need strength to go on if not will breakdown which i dun want it to happen reall.. I promise not to cry anymore for work. That's like the last time i cried last yr. I will be strong which i can't cry.... SO I MUST GO ON!!!!!
her sweet memory was written @10:50 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
Dear God i need u to give me the strength to go on. I feel that i can't go on anymore. I feel so weak. To day i felt like giving up on wad i was doing i felt that i got no more strength and i am realli tired Lord i realli need u. From the starting of the year till now so many things are just happening to me. That i talked too much, that the person i love.(so many things happened). Nw beijing is realli actig weird like veri sad. Aiya i dun know wads to do. Should juz give her away. She is the veri first dog that is a tame...
Now work i am like realli behind pple. i feel that i am realli the slowest. I keep on making so many mistakes till i get so angry with myself. I realli need lots of strength.
Your sudden goodbyes was not any gd. I am like all mix up now.. I realli dun know wads to do. this year i was expecting alot of things to happen but it didn't. Now i know u dun wanna let me see u because u were leaving and leaving me here alone. i dun know wads to say le.
All i know that i am making pple very angry and fustrated because i keep on doing things which they ask me not to do. I have make many pple angry so from todae onwards i try to not talk.. But do more work. That's all i guess...
I will become a slient gal it's the best!!!!!!
her sweet memory was written @9:41 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Today after ISD i went to expo to find u i was there at 2+ till 5+ but i still can't find u. I just wanted to cry out that i can't find u. I failed. I guess u also turned up. Was i so stupid to go there?i....
her sweet memory was written @11:14 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
okies that is my lovely beijing in panities so cute right. And that cake is to say HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYBODY...
Today ran 2 rounds and walked 2 rounds.. Jogging makes me sort things out in my mind. thats all but...Now feel like my muscle cramp super pain but ren. should be okies by tml i hope. Tml will be gng to ISD.. should be interesting ba.. tml is ur big day wad shld i do?... i... i dun know wad to say.. I dun know wad ya gng to do either. I dun know wad to says nows... Maybe thats all i have to say todae...
her sweet memory was written @11:05 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Bought some things today hope that u guys like it..Just now when crossing the road i didnt see the motorcycle if not i dun know wad will happen.. Today did quite a lot. Learned a bit though. all i know now i dun realli talk so much alr. thats all i wanna say.
her sweet memory was written @9:38 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Today is just tiring. But on the way home i just feel like jogging although i still feel tired. When reaching home tears were coming out but i just control. There are lots of things which i have not done. I just feel like keeping quiet like the whole day just want to be alone and talk to God abt what's gng on. I just hope that tml will be better i guess. Thats the end of today.
her sweet memory was written @9:39 PM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Today rushed back from work... went to jog to release all the thoughts that is on my mind and all the stress. had been thinking much everything. sometimes i dun even wanna think abt it which will bring tears to my eyes. To think abt the person whom is close to me isn't now. To think that the person whom i.. i just can't bear type the words. To think that.. i just can't say it. I think that dun have beijing is better because i always get her beaten or hurt. Now my family members blaming me. My parents say i getting fat so from now on i think i dun eat that much must control. Maybe i am letting everyone suffer arnd me i ain't making anyone happy at all. Will this is it i will end here..
her sweet memory was written @9:02 PM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
I have always known that the person who is always there for me is the Lord. He loves me the way i am. He is always right beside me. I need the Lord to strengthen me for each day when i go to sch or work. I really need him beside me without him i am nth. I love him a lot. He is the one who died for me. He was there when i was weak. I love u Lord please strengthen me for who i am and the way i am acting Lord. I love you. I should not be so sad and like pple say emo. I should live the way u want me to. God please let me show love to pple i dun like. Please change me. Please let me turn away from gossips and let me say none of that. Please help me Lord. I am tired to hear things happening and bad sayings abt me. I am so tired of pple judging of who i am. Please let me draw closer to u and not drifting away from u. I need you.
her sweet memory was written @10:33 AM
How do i ever contact u guys. I dun even know how to contact u guys. wanna ask questions also can't cuz i dun know how to contact u guys. I dun know why i feel kinda lonely as in not the emo kind but just sad down. I just wish there is like somebody to like comfort me. But it's fine now. Today pple have been angry with me and i dun know why. Maybe i should just keep quiet ba. Can just any of u guys tell me wads gng on. Mel is like tired on conveying msgs. I too get fustrated why can't i just see ya is it so difficult? I dun know la. Mel sorry for letting for asking u so many questions. thats all i am speechless....
her sweet memory was written @12:41 AM
Friday, February 6, 2009
today found out some more things. That was realli i dun know speechless.I want to say that i am not a emo. I felt like Extra. Everyone is like with their bf or gf while i am there all alone. But just feel extra not that i dun ave a bf then i feel extra. I have been a Extra for like since sec 1. That feeling wasn't good. Like joanna did when she keep on changing bf and always didnt tell me that she is bringing her bf along. Then they so lovely dovey like oh my. But i don't contact her alr so its okies.
Had been thinking like over it over again but i dun know what to do. Now i waNT to sleep le. Anyways i had fun todae tml upload pics.
her sweet memory was written @12:15 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Right now beijing is sleeping soundly on my lap. She feels do warm and cudly. Today at work i manage to finsh one work which was left undones ince wed. I made a mistake that makes me very sad and i think i was the cause of me not my mentor fault. I made her do so many things when she has so much to do alr.
Should i keep beijing she is like a little sister to me but adding burden to my pa and ma. I think should just give her away. It's the best thing i can do. it's realli difficult to give something that you love away.
today i got hurt but drilling myself again which realli hurts this time but i dun even care. The things i wish would'nt come trye anymore. thats all i wanna say.
her sweet memory was written @9:52 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Why is it like that, that u have to treat me this way. i am feeling this hurt which is greater then any others i have. when u are near you yet u seem so far. Is there anything i can do to let you be here right by my side? Will you be my side? It seems that you are drifting away from me.It's seems that i am slowly fading away from you.
All i wish that I wish to hold u tight.I wish to see you. i wish to tell u all my sadness. I wish to cry infront of u. I wish to cry on your shoulders. I wish to hear your voice. I wish to stare at you, till i get enough. I wish to spent time with you.
But i know, I can't do all this.
her sweet memory was written @11:56 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009
didnt reach sch as early. but it was likei am the first to reach also. then erm today got nag by boss... like got bullied by him de lo. dun like it realli. but i will ren ba.. then my back hurts from time to time but i aint gonna complain. it hurts like never before. tml having palatia but i dun think i am gng cuz it hurts my back.
i feel that we are drifting apart. how that u are happy in ur own way. Take cares always. God bless you.
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