BEATRICE MAK ENCI
STUDYING AS A TRAINEE IN SOMEWHERE YOU DON'T KNOW
ENJOYING SINGLE-HOOD




sweet nana-sabrina
princessahli-cute niece
Eeling jie
Azimah
cuttie jinnie
pretty jessie
Sodiq
Randy kor
Ain
Jasmine
Melissa
Fatin
Cheryl jie
rebecca mei
edwin
fatin
fatin2
valrie
jiahui
cute cute rina

Okies... After went back home went out again with my ma and two bros...
Went to eat sushi.. Was not hungry at all... Dun know whys.. Didnt eat that much either... Okies ranon was suppose to have chicken with his jap rice in the end was salmon... "Isaac tried and said very nice the chicken"its not... Its salmon...(hahahahaha) so funny can... He cant taste wad is chicken and wad is salmon... (SO CUTE CANS)... okies la

thats all for today..

Hey guys our friendship is 1yr and 3 mths encounting okies... We still have 1 yr and 6 mths more.. SO must jia you batch 4

Love ya guys<3

her sweet memory was written @ 10:46 PM

This song is in this show... It's realli nice abt their love... How strong it was...
The girl could not go under the sun onli at night.. The guy can like dun mind all this and still love her till her last day...yupps



okies jesse mccartney song which i love when i first saw this video... The song realli means a lot. I this video is also from my friend edward who gave me this song.. Thanks a lot...

I hope u guys had a great time watching the movie..
Okies have to work even harder now.. Cant give up if not i am dooommmmmmmm

her sweet memory was written @ 9:50 PM

So sorry for ps you guys... I really dun feel like gng or am i interested in the movie.
I am just tired mens i dun know whys.. Please understand why i cant go..

Anyways i have to hang it there and finish all this even though i feel like i cant go on alr. Just hope i can.. I just feel i dun realli do well in all this... dun know..

Okies celebrated aunty bday on sunday evening,bought her flowers and cake cost me arnd maybe $53 and now i am trying to save...

The cake was not bad it was okies.. THE CAKE WAS FROM HANS OKIES... but didnt mind cause she is the aunty who took care of me when i was young..

I just hope 3rd uncle knows that he can do it that i am supporting him as a neice that he can go on. I know he can de.. Thank God he has accepted christ... Although not realli close to him but i love him the max. realli to the max... Love him for who he is..

Just hope everybody beside me is happy.

Thats all for todays...

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her sweet memory was written @ 7:02 PM

The topic which we talked today was realli wad i will experience sooner or later. I know wad it feels like now. I know i cant expect so much that i cant expect things from the pple i love. That i know what they think of me alr. This all has proven what am i to all of them...

her sweet memory was written @ 9:52 PM

I just wanna say happy birthday to beijing.. that i love u very much even u are not here anymore. I so wished that when i was back i could have hug u and say happy birthday to u. I still have the image of u dragging ur hine legs to the room the way u screamed in pain.Whn i saw u i really dun know wad to do. But at least ur better now.

I shld have went to chua chu kang to visit u.. at least i get to see u and give u a hug. I just miss u so so much.. U know when i wanted to cry i so wish i could have lay on u and cry out loud. I feel so much in my heart that can't be discribe. I feel so upsret but i am just trying to be happy. I dun know why i am feeling this way.

I know in my heart i still love u beijing. That u are the only best friend who listens to me and the one who i can immediately run to when i am so sad or wanted to cry or say my feelings to.

Now that ur gone i dun know wad to do. Its not the same anymore.At least u are the one who does not think i am thinking too much u just let me talk to u. I so wish that ur here to hear me out...

I LOVE U very much. Sorry that i didnt do much to make u feel better at all and let u suffer.. just live happily and must take cares okies. dun want anything to happen to u espically okies..

happy bithday to u...

i love u...

her sweet memory was written @ 8:10 PM

OKies the purple line was like. Longs okies... like every stop will stop for 5 mins supper long la...
Anyways read through the notes.. super lots of things to learn okies.. dun understand somemore.. hows... hai.... die le la....

her sweet memory was written @ 10:01 PM

Upon wad Lee Su Eun saw when walking to the bus stop she has learns that she can only trusts herself because she has no one to turn to and nobody will care. Loving a person is just so hard.so so hard. U realli need to please that person. Just so tired. Just cant take it. just a useless a person who knows nth. like el said i must be in that suituation then i got the rights to say. But i dun have the rights to say in everything. everything i do i try so hard but in the end wad i get. Useless results. I so wanna give up in everything everything. so tired of this world. so tired....

her sweet memory was written @ 9:43 PM

Just watched MY MIGHTY PRINCESS its like so funny and nice la cans... haha...
Anyways i learn i must cherish everyone beside me... That love is really smth which can makes me feel the hurt... i dun dare to love someone because of those experiences i had... But i dun tink i will be thinking of this things anyways... TING TING... I will be here for u always ya... JIA YOU... YOUR STRONG GAL... <3<3 love ya.. will be ur listening ear always...

Nites everyones....

her sweet memory was written @ 12:55 AM

this song i love... i am so addicted to this alr.. just feel better after hearing this song.

her sweet memory was written @ 10:45 PM

Okies today on the bus everyone beside me were sleeping like i am the one who is only awake in this world.. To come to think of it i feel tat even though how much we dislike that person we still have to bear with it and not citisize the person i guess... walk at tm all by myself i so feel that i am a invisible person walking through the crowd i dun know whys. i felt so weird... i realli dun know whys.. hmmms. just hope for a bettter day tml...

her sweet memory was written @ 10:10 PM

Okies today is MOTHER's day this is wad i gave my mom, aunty malee and the rest of the family... the small card and the happy mother's day on the cookie was for aunty malee and the other bigger card and cookie was for my mom... The egg tart is for my dad bro and the rest excluding me.. haha..

I just wanna thank Yi ern and Yao yi for meeting me on friday although they are tired and wanted to rest.. They shld not waste their time on me de lo... Bought them a little to smth to let them know how dear they are to me.. They bought me smth.. Its so nice of them u know... LOVE THEMM to the MAX...

Just wanted to thank randy for meeting me up after cell on on sat... WATCHED WOLVERINE... NOW I KNOW Y MEL WENT GUGU GAGA OVER... talked to him abt my probs and he remembered everything i told him.. like WOW can... after that he sent me home... Reached home like almost 12 la.. was very tired le..

Just wanna thank 5.1 for this is the cell i LOVE THE MOST to the max... they make my life filled with so many colours.. if i didnt know them i would not know how much was it abt God and abt many more.. If not i will be that emo girl which i was last time.. Now i realise so many things which was yet to be discoverd... realli LOVE THEM TO THE MAX... Wanna thank cheryl for hearing abt wad i have to say.. and giving me courage....Wanna thank Rina who is also very dear to me.. thanks for being there for me encouraging me.. thank u....
wanna thank batch 4 and Lina mama realli.. That i am able to hang on is becoz of the courage and the love u guys gave...

THANK you so much....

the most i wanna thank my whole family who i love them the most... for being there for me always and loving me and staying beside me...

I also wanna thank GOD for letting me know u.. to know more and more of u realli makes me realli happy that i know that u are always there for me...

THANK U.... LOVE U GUYS TO THE MAX!!! REALLI!!!!

her sweet memory was written @ 10:12 PM

This video is like very meaningful the song.. haha. thats all very random right... AND I GOT MELISSA CRAZINESS!!!!

her sweet memory was written @ 10:42 PM

When i went down to buy newspaper. Whn i open the door i feel that beijing is always at the door waiting for me... But now... i dun know how to say it just saddens me.. Thats all

her sweet memory was written @ 11:41 AM

This are the memories of her in my heart.. Its just that so many things happened till daddy dun want to keep her. I know that its impossible to keep her.. Partly i feel so how it part of my fault that she got into this. Ytd was the last time that i got to see her. Its like i feel like hugging her and not let go. I see her suffer and the other dogs barking at her bullying her i dun know what to do. But I wanted to cry but i just cant. Ytd was like the dog day.. I saw so many many dogs.. Like 10 dogs ytd.. On friday was not my rest day either i was like with my uncle's friend bringing beijing to the vet to know whats gng on..

Next week is the next review i not sure whether i shld be gng.. 18 more days to her bday le.. I wanted to celebrate her bday but seems that i cant now.. I miss her.. Jia you okies...