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Monday, July 27, 2009

Todays is not bads.. I prayed for 3 pple today which was unexpected u know..Today time passed very fast which was not bad.. so yar... Hmms... Yarrr Just that the Lord realli gave me lots of strength todae didnt expect myself to be so attentive during lecture this morning and even at work it was like not bads.. SO YA...

Okies anw.. Ting ting i am here for u okies.. No matter wad I am here as a friend and The LORD will give u de strength u need okies Stay strong=)
her sweet memory was written @ 9:13 PM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Okies i thought todae that wad matthew say during cell was very good. He said that satan realli uses all way to temp us...

anyways i just dun understand why pple like 20 over dun use their brains.. Realli.. why they dun look as if they are like THINK!!!!..Sometimes i think adults also dun use that brain when they can use it.. Its like please la... they like get so angry easily... ARGH... EESHHHH DUn wanna talk abt it anymore....
her sweet memory was written @ 11:49 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009

Okies todays was a realli a veri veri fast day for me,seriously... Tea break then so fast lunch then 3+ then go home so fast rite.. anw i dun know i prayed for Lina.. She is really a strong mama and a strong woman realli.. She tahan all this for one yr plus le just for her family I realli pei fu that...

I prayed for her and she cried more but for temporary.. Lina mama i am here like u are here for me and guiding me like a parent.. dun worry God will give u the strength ok... For those pple who says they are christian over there i just hope u act like one... Dun say ur one if ur not acting like one... U are a human u also want pple to treat u with respect so please treat Lina with respect okies please.... Dun worry Lina i will pray for u that they wont do anything okies.. I love ya to the max okies...

this prayer is for Lina mama...
God i wanna thank you for everythng u have done and wads to come too.. I hope u will give me the strength Lord.. Dear God please protect Lina and give her the strength to move on.. Although she feels that she is not gd but in ur eyes i knw Lord she is a very dear person to you. That u know how she is feeling and you know she is suffering so LOrd make her feel better and by your strength she is strengthen Lord.. God i also wanna pray that u will bless her family Lord because they are the pple u created Lord.. I love you Lord... Thank you Lord in Jesus name Amen...
her sweet memory was written @ 9:26 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009



YTD was with RINA SOON so happy to see her la... It's like ages like we never meet up and talk at all lo... realli... I even ask the ndc freaks whn i met up with her they say one month ago then i was like wad okies... hahaha...

ANW was suppose to meet her like at 1pm at orchard station then got time worr that i take half day leave ma thens like can leave at 12 i dun know so nvm i did my work till like 12.30 was able to finish that wax up which made me kinda piss off because it cant be stick on the model lo...

So i accompanied that melissa tan hui ling to get her food and back to ndc... Took a train to sengkang and met Rina instead... We talked like we never talked in ages... (HAHA LIKE TOO OVER LE)...

Had lots lots of fun with her like 2 crazy gals like that.. I did the extensions lo... but a bit onli... HAHA RED AND BLUE but mine not obvious ... That was crazy and we took neoprints.. Bought 2 tops which Rina help me choose... U knw she is the BEST BEST GAL I EVER KNOWN!!!!...

We went to orchard to see the new mall but havent okies yet lo... So we went to bugis... I didnt like go Bugis and thn walk and things so slowly b4.. Was realli fun... Rina gt two items also... All very nice... haha...

Went to illuma then saw ying hui working so we waited for him till like 10 thn went off... Mmmm we took train from like bugis to outram then outram to sengkang thn 27.. was okies lo... The time seem like it pass very slowly like that.. hahaha... anw Thanks Gal for meeting up with me...


To Rina dun care wad pple say abt u.. U are a realli realli SPECIAL GAL okies... I love ya to the MAX!!!!!!
her sweet memory was written @ 10:53 AM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

By the words u just said realli hurts me... I... I realli care abt u I realli do mayb i shld just leave u alone for awhile... It looks like i am the one always making pple feel sad... I am so sorry for wad i have said i realli am... U dun deserve wad i said to u.. So sorry...I am so so sorry...

RINA hang in there i will be seeing u tml i miss ya so much gal....
her sweet memory was written @ 11:09 PM


U know i didnt mean to turn out this way... It realli hurts me to knw ur feeling that way in the first place i shld not say those things to u... I shld just shut up... I realli dun want to get into the same suituation as i did the last time.... I dun want to get hurt again...Or i dun want to hurt anybody not anybody... I feel so troubled... It realli scares me to think abt wad i have gone tru in the past. I dun want history to repeat itself... oh no i feel like crying(have to control).. Now All i can do is to keep myself from thinking is to do lots of work...

There is this fear inside me that cant be discribed...I realli am so speechless... I feel like crying but to be a shepherd i have to control.... I MUST CONTROL!!!!....

I so want to be a good sherpherd I realli realli making so many ple disappointed in me ba... Why can't I just do things right at all... Why....

BEATRICE MAK ENCI!!!!!!!! STAY STRONG U CANT BE SO EMOTIONAL!!!!!!U CANT BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! U WANNA BE A GD SHEPHERD AND UR LIKE THIS HOW CAN U????? UR
her sweet memory was written @ 10:04 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

The last few days i so wanted to blog... I saw many things which realli makes me wonder...
Was on 197 frm bugis to bedok it realli took me a very long time just to get to bedok... I was on the bus which means cars cant be on the bus lane till 7pm.. I saw those cars which were in the jam i thought are they gonna waste their lives waiting and doing the wrong things?

I feel that i am switcng off to my surroundings i am like in my own world which are drowning so many thoughts which cant be described.. There are so many things i didnt realise in the past nw i did...

I realli have buck up in lots and lots of things.. i realli wish that i can go on... Hmmms... i need strength and trust in him i will have the strength to go on...

That's all.....
her sweet memory was written @ 8:57 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Today sch was okies onli did one special tray for the whole day didnt do much anw...
hmms now i like rushing for the thing.. run out of ideas seriously... Mel i see ur blog so sad... i see la wanna cry le la.. mmmm. i feel kinda sad i dun know why....

hope that...
her sweet memory was written @ 9:45 PM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Okies today wasnt suppose to like go anywhere after sch.. Was kinda tired... But then matthew asked me to accompany him to get smth so i said okies lo... Then went to amk.... I felt so NOOB okies.. I got lost... Not his friend's fault... IS I CANT FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS LA... FIRST TIME LOST IN SINGAPORE... WAD'S with me.. hmmm.. tml got the 5 C course mel rmb meet u at 7.35 am horr okies... dun forget!if not u know wad u will get!!! KANNA NAG!!!!..
Suppose to complete some stuff by sat i think i cans ba.. Just cant think of any idea leii.. hmmms... anw... thats all for todae i guess.. gtg...

IT'S TIME TO GET DOWN TO BUSINESS!
her sweet memory was written @ 10:21 PM

Thursday, July 2, 2009

i realli dun know wads to say realli.i realli thought u will cling on.. i thought u will never let go..i thought u will hang on with me but u didnt.. u say u got no rights to love me,no fate no destiny... I thought all this does not matter to you.. it realli took me alot of courage to love you and believe u will be there for me no matter wad... but in the end ur letting go.. maybe is the other way round i dun deserve anyone whom i love or like. to be close to anyone to anyone...

to all my friends i dun derserve to be ur friend. i am not worth it..
melissa i am not worth it to be ur friend.. i dun deserve it. i am sorry i caused u enough trouble alr.
her sweet memory was written @ 10:08 PM